"Still, I didn’t know him. The beast was reborn, and in this ruthless, bloodthirsty monster, I could hardly discern the one who once loved me and our children so madly. Either intentionally or by accident, but Nick put me in front of a terrible choice... And I chose. And every choice has consequences. Mine will become irreversible for all of us. For the first time in my life I am so scared... I am afraid of this Beast. I am afraid of what he has become. I can only hope that I will die earlier. , than I will hate him... I will die, still loving, and not cursing." Marianna Mocanu.