Fabiena Dubois has everything to be happy: a cozy house in the middle of the forest, her own art studio, a loving man and close friends - but there is no happiness. She is sucked into the black hole of depression. The winter that has frozen Fabien seems to be endless. But she refuses to give up and seeks support in the people with whom life brings her, in creativity, in helping others. This gives Fabiena the strength to overcome her fears, accept herself and welcome a new spring. This is a largely autobiographical novel by Canadian artist Melissa Perron about one of the most pressing topics - depression - which gives hope to those who think that all is lost. I thought that long ago experienced the loss, but I was forced to dive headfirst into grief. Etienne and my mother themselves gave me a shovel so that I could dig deeper and deeper into the hole I wanted to get out of. I had to resist, I had to get to the surface. I didn’t know why I was angry with them: that they hid the truth from me all these years or that they told it just when I was trying to get out.FeaturesDesigner paper, high quality printing.