“And I died once. And I am no longer afraid of death. I'm afraid of everything else." A monstrous tragedy forces Nastya Kashnikova to hide her past and keep others at a distance. This all happens until she meets Josh Bennett. Josh's story is no secret. Those he loved passed away, and at seventeen he was left completely alone. He has no friends - if your name is associated with death, everyone avoids you. Everyone except Nastya. This is a deep and intense novel about how lucky it is to get a second chance.