"If Not" is a novel by the famous Canadian writer Carol Shields, which tells the story of Randy Fitzgerald, a successful playwright and mother of four. Randa's life is turned upside down when her youngest daughter begins to rapidly lose interest in the world and refuses to speak. To understand what happened to her daughter, Randy is forced to review her life, relationships with children, friends and loved ones. The reader is immersed in the world of the internal struggle of the main character, where she is looking for answers to questions about the value of life, family and creativity. Every page of this book is filled with deep emotions and thoughts about the importance of communication and family ties. "If Not" is an impressive story about self-discovery, loss and the ability to find strength in adversity.