This book is the story of my life. My past, my sorrows and victories. My goal is the desire to transfer my entire life onto paper or onto any source that will survive. I'm going to remember everything that happened to me. Step by step, as much as possible. Everything that I will describe is refracted by my current perception, so I will not be able to describe some moments as if it were just recently. Some moments I can completely forget, even with my memory, no matter how hard I try, and some were missed due to unimportance. There may be abrupt transitions between years and all that, but I will try to follow the chronology. And sometimes I just didn’t know something or conveniently forgot. I write about myself, for myself, perhaps for posterity, if there are any... Maybe someone will find what I wrote useful or what I decide to share. This all is mine. Everything I have.