...I looked for ways in different countries. Emigrating to Holland, settling down there, already consciously building my life, as a result of which I understood simple truths, understood how reality is built, how it is possible to manage the process on my own. To understand what was happening to me, how my ideas about myself were changing, I came to the ability of internal observation, understanding the processes in my physical and spherical body, I began to observe myself. The results of the observations have been compiled into a book, which I want to bring to your attention...