This story is about love. Merciful and cruel, the one who is capable of lifting you to heaven and throwing you to the ground with the same force. She will tell you about what life is like for someone whose feelings, despite all their sincerity, are not capable of awakening a reciprocal feeling in her chest. His dreams of their common happiness are only light, the distant light of a lighthouse... I hope that this book will find a response in the heart of everyone who reads it, I tried to put all my soul, thoughts, feelings into it. And I really want to believe that it can help someone with a similar problem, at least showing that you are not alone. To be honest, I did not plan to distribute this book, it was intended for one person. Only she had to read it. I believed that after reading, she would be able to understand a lot and something would change for the better, but this did not happen, which made me disappointed in all the work done. I forgot about the book, but one night I woke up and realized that I wanted this story to be told. And here I am...