Be loved. This is all that the hero of the novel by the young French writer Axel Sandra strives for. Not knowing who his parents were, from childhood he was accustomed to being in different foster families, where he felt more and less involved. But nothing more. And as soon as he learns that he has an outstanding intellect and for the first time feels interest in himself, he begins to think that by achieving success in his studies, he will be able to gain the attention and love of others. And that’s why he works hard: at the boarding school, at school, at the institute. Organizing his thoughts and feelings into folders, Axel's hero Sandra enters the medical faculty, finishes the academic year with honors, gets the opportunity to undergo a paid internship, and joins the company of fellow students. “Now love me!” - he freezes in enthusiastic anticipation. But one fine day he realizes that he was mistaken. That true love is not won by simply being successful. That human feelings are not so simple and are often deceptive. The system is collapsing, and he is collapsing with it. Confused, the nameless hero of the novel enters the first cafe he comes across and finds people like him there. Desperate...