“If…” is an autobiographical story about the first love and marriage of a seventeen-year-old girl Tatyana, covering a period of two and a half years in the life of the main character, which formed the cornerstone of a psychologically mature personality and thereby left an imprint for life. A philosophical and psychological work that carries the entire spectrum of human emotions - from the basest to the deepest. A long jump... to the very bottom... and hope... hope for revival...Contains obscene language.