When dreams and hopes collapse one after another and you lose people dear to you over and over again, it is difficult not to become callous and maintain decency. What is especially difficult in a crazy and cruel world, on an alien planet full of dangers, where you are stuck for a long time, and perhaps forever. You must endure even when fate deals another blow, in comparison with which all the others seem like a gentle stroking. Yes, your enemy is strong, you know practically nothing about him, and he took from you what you value most in the world. Get your act together, Theorist, you can do it!