A measured life is wonderful! When there are no shocks, when you don’t have to walk along the edge of a knife, but this wonderful life seems like a mirage. And no matter how much you would like to bask in it more, a clear understanding comes - the years go by and it’s time to become stronger, grow fangs and claws with which you will protect what is dear to you. After all, nothing can last forever; one day those who want to destroy this mirage will come. And circumstances force me to make choice after choice, and I will hope that I have not made mistakes that will be fatal for me and my loved ones.