The bright life of singer Zhanna Friske, filled with love and peace, was in an instant crossed out by a diagnosis of cancer, turning the darling of millions from a symbol of beauty into a patient whose health is monitored by the whole world. It's hard to get sick. Being sick under close attention is unbearable. This book is about the first public, albeit involuntary, experience of confronting the disease in Russia, about the dignity and strength with which the fragile Zhanna accepted a mortal battle. I really hope that this book will be useful to those who are struggling themselves or helping a loved one. It will be able to support those who are desperate, and, perhaps, will inspire faith in the miracle of salvation. This book is about the test of illness, about how it changes the rosy and familiar world. About resistance. And of course, this is also a love story, without which any battle would hardly make sense.