A girl from a Pakistani family that emigrated to England, in infancy, ended up in an orphanage, where she was surrounded by love and care. Returning to her family, she was met with coldness, beatings, and bullying from her loved ones. And her entire future life is a search for love, which she found again only as an adult. This book is a confession, an attempt to understand oneself and other people, even the most cruel and vile, an attempt to understand and forgive.