I have dedicated my entire life to wrestling. The fight for survival. Fighting your past. I tried not to get close to anyone. Before him. Before Theodore Ellis. He is my light at the end of the tunnel. The only person who awakened real feelings in me. My most unexpected savior. No matter how hard I try, I can’t fight him. No matter how many blows he receives from me, he remains - faithful and unyielding. I love him. I need him. Theo is my vulnerability, my Achilles heel, but also my strength. I can't fight him anymore. The past has power over you as long as you allow it. Time to tell my story. Time to bare my soul and let Theo into my dark world. It's time to take back my power. Love is war. Whoever takes risks wins. I'm ready to risk everything. I'm ready to surrender to love.