I made my way into Jeremy's heart, just like I promised myself. I used to want to be there to strike him... but now I'm not so sure. My life is still defined by secrets. Secrets that I will never be able to tell a single living soul. Robin and Fay want to be privy to all of this. They want to know what's going on with me. I have to say no. I have to push them away because only Jeremy can walk this path with me. He's always there. He is my only constant. Our lives are irrevocably intertwined. He won't let go. I yearn for peace. But I want it to be real and not just the calm before the storm. It's a bigger risk, but right now... I'm willing to try..