Where can the pursuit of ancient knowledge lead? Irina has been caring for her sick grandmother all her life and has no experience communicating with people. She meets new friends who promise to reveal to her all the secrets of the universe and how to live forever. For this, she must join their order and become their slave, passing test after test. She will be trained by experienced men to submit and endure pain. Will she pass this test of life? Warning: the book contains scenes of rape, BDSM and coercion.