An Orthodox priest is not a position from which you should expect anything dynamic. Especially if your parish is in the outback. It would seem that you just carry out plans for finances and converts... However, everything can change in one moment, as soon as you realize who you really are. And as soon as you look around you in a little more detail - in the center of the continent, in a Muslim country. In the context of the events happening around you, which you personally have to correct