Rayner Torrance is everything I could have dreamed of and more. When I was thirteen years old, he became my best friend. We have been inseparable since then. He became my first love and my first disappointment. I thought that this would last forever. But his father suddenly died and everything turned upside down. My friend disappeared forever. For ten years I did not hear anything about him. And suddenly the answer to my prayers came - he’s back in town. But he’s not the same as I remembered him. This man is reserved, stern and incredibly handsome. He doesn’t remember me either. He looks into my eyes and feels nothing. Nothing. Let him think that I’m just a visitor to his bar .Let him think that I’m just a friend. Let him spend cold, dark nights with me. Let him believe that I’m as indifferent to our relationship as he is. I just continue to keep the secret. But everything secret sooner or later becomes clear, not so is it?