This book, based on a serious documentary research by a journalist from the Takie Dela portal, is dedicated to the formation of Russian charity from the early 1990s to the present day. Its main character, Lida Moniava, is the founder of the House with a Lighthouse charity foundation, which helps terminally ill children and young adults. This is a very personal story of a person’s tireless struggle for civil society, the fight against prejudices and fears that prevent the development of palliative care and an accessible environment for people with disabilities. You will hear many different voices talking about why it is important to remember death while living, and believe in the dream of a world where everyone is equally important.