Charlotte He's an arrogant bastard and a gigolo. The guy I'm forced to live with because my mother married his father. Part of me hates Derek because he shows off. He doesn't care that he uses women and considers them just a body that warms his bed for a few hours. But what I hate even more is my desire for him. When he runs into me, passing by or during our conversation, he makes dirty hints towards me. And the more he teases me, the more I want to slap him. And then give myself to him, as many other women have done. Derek I know Charlotte hates and avoids me, thinking that I am a player. But she doesn’t know that those fleeting touches that I give her and the dirty hints in conversation that make her blush and feel embarrassed make me a villain and a fiend from hell. I'm not saying that I'm a nice guy and don't sleep around, because I'm not. But I've never wanted anyone the way I want her. My past is ruined. How surprised would she be if she found out that I was no longer with anyone, although I was afraid to admit it? Would it shock Charlotte if I admitted that I avoided other girls because I only wanted her?