Is it possible to program an algorithm of life, set your own rules, believe that the future will be exactly the way you want. The book “Forgive Me” combines elements of lyrical drama, unpredictable detective, and strange fiction. It is based on the fate of Valeria, who wants to be happy and healthy. Her younger brother Alex invents a plan thanks to which Valeria should remain alive if another person gives her a lucky ticket. The effect of the deadly “T” Virus can be overcome if, after giving away all the wealth, you exchange your life for it. Few have a chance. The affection and devotion of a brother and sister to each other, confrontations within family and love couples, severe psychological tension turn out to be unpredictable. Life's collisions are twisted into a rigid spring-spiral, which will inevitably and completely unexpectedly unwind to destroy or create. Sacrifice in the name of love becomes happiness, testing, punishment and a measure of knowledge. The desire for life and the desire for death for the sake of another - where is the line?