Here it is, life, it was given, I didn’t choose it, I didn’t suffer from delusions of grandeur, I understood that I couldn’t change it. What can I do? It is like that, and it develops somehow according to its own laws. But when I met Tradition, I realized: “This is another life.” That is, initially it was for me: “Here it is, the SAME life that I was looking for, that I dreamed about, that I wanted.”