Popadets... So much in this word! But no one told me how scary it is to be alone, not in your body, not in your time, not in your world. It’s easier to think that everything around you is a prolonged dream. Unsuccessful attempts to wake up... And then a miracle came into my life. And he. The center of my new world. The one who keeps me here with his existence. I look at him longingly and think: “Let it go!” Even if everything happens in my head. In any case, everything is real for me.” Preslash, R, SS/NMP