My name is Hemi Knox and I'm a goddamn heartthrob...

I hurt the only person who was dearer to me than life, the only woman I've ever loved. I let drugs, alcohol and the wild life take over and consume me. I got my way and ripped her damn heart out.

Since then, I've spent countless nights having dirty, meaningless sex with a lot of people; leaving them without regret wanting and begging for more. Some even called me the devil, the soulless one.

They look and judge, but there is one thing they don't know. No one knows. What I want more than this life of striptease and promiscuity, this eternal party. I want love and everything that comes with it; this paradise that will never end. The only problem is that I only want this with her.

Onyx.

She refuses to be mine... again. She's smart and it's a fucking pain in my ass; she protects her heart, while tearing mine out of her damn chest. I can't say I blame her. I've always been a mute asshole when it comes to a woman's emotions, especially hers.

She wants to see me suffer as much as I made her suffer. Wants to see me wither and die at her feet. She wants to crush me until I can't breathe, and I'll let her because it hurts less than when she's not around.

I'll stop at nothing to get her back. mine. Pain only provokes me, fuels my rage and gives me a reason to live - hers.