While breastfeeding her infant son, Caroline receives a strange letter from her beloved husband Axel - in it he gives passwords to his computer and gives instructions in the event of his death. Caroline is first surprised, then annoyed - this is so typical of her unsentimental man. Axel ends his letter with the phrase: “Let's hope for the best!” Soon he dies in his sleep. A brilliant literary debut - the autobiographical novel by Caroline Setterval - instantly became a bestseller in Sweden and was translated into 24 languages. In an intimate, poignant manner, the author talks about the difficulties of building relationships in the modern world - and the price that has to be paid for it. How to cope with the loss of a loved one and not drown in depression and an all-consuming feeling of guilt? How and why to build new relationships in a world forever divided into “before” and “after”? Terrible questions, the answers to which can only be obtained by living these events for real...