It’s hard to live if you’re guilty of something, but it’s even harder when you’re not guilty (as you think)! But you think that you are innocent, but those around you think differently. What to do in this case: live with the guilt assigned to you by others, or spit on the opinions of others and live the way you think is right?! Moreover, you are no longer you and your body is not at all similar to your former one. It’s good at least that what was in your head is the same: it remains there. So, use this knowledge in such a difficult local environment as best you can, and your previous experience will help you!