The book by the famous blogger and gestalt therapist Lada Lapina is based on the personal experience of many years of struggle with her son’s serious illness, hemophilia. The narrative is structured in such a way that episodes from the author’s former life are accompanied by her present-day view as a psychologist. These professional comments explain why the heroine cannot cope with the situation and where to look for ways out. The book will help readers who find themselves in similar circumstances to cope with the destructive feelings of guilt and constant anxiety, get rid of hyper-responsibility, and most importantly, regain the opportunity to enjoy life.