Tsavt tanem - from Armenian - I will take away your pain. Formula for declaration of love. They say this only to the dearest ones, because who else can bear the pain? And why? Zhenya Zaitseva didn’t want anything at all. Except for burnt mucous membranes after too hot coffee. But it just so happened that my own divorce opened many doors to pain. In cat shelters, airplanes, in dreams and at bus stops - there is always a place of pain in life. And if you don’t share it, you can go crazy. My wife is twenty-seven, and this is her online diary for the last couple of years. What if you are not a mouse, not a frog, not a philologist or not a porn diva? Is it always somewhere in between? This also makes me feel uncomfortable. If you are not the one who can take away her pain, then at least rent it. Contains obscene language.