Psychological drama about searches itself, based on the real events. There is all in this book - and burdens of emigration, and overvalue of values, and heartfelt torments related to the attempts to get rid from love dependence, and experiments, on expansion of consciousness, and yoga, and тантра, and trip to Thailand in search of spirituality. To change itself maybe is proves history of heroine. This book, without every doubt, will help many to the women newly to give a glance on itself and realize reasons of the love failures.