Witches, sorcerers, esotericists, tarot and runes - all this covered 2021. It has become popular and fashionable. It’s as if everyone went crazy at once and started pretending to be great sorcerers, just because someone at home has a black cat or brown eyes. Millions of views on thematic videos, thousands of books on “esotericism”, a huge number of “chat rooms for witches”. A topic that has touched many people. But what about those who came across the concept of “esotericism” face to face in childhood? What should those who were taught from childhood to read black prayers and learn the names of demons do? What about those who were given away “talents” in childhood and simply could not say no? How would you react if you found out that your grandmother is the village witch? How would you feel if, as a five-year-old child, you had to go to an old cemetery at night? And if you saw a man in the corner and realized that he had been dead for a long time, would you be able to remain silent or not cry?